Tuesday, May 7, 2013

I believe it's finally time to start writing here again

If only to get ideas down about things that have happened, knowing that no one really reads this, as I won't be sharing this on Facebook or Twitter. Most likely I'll post about difficulties in our relationship, people who'd rather us be apart than together. More to come in another post later tonight if I get a chance.

If you do happen to read this, and a text to me at 503.851.2811 or email me at Rustbat@gmail.com

Sunday, September 11, 2011

It's been a while...

It's been a while since I've actually felt the need to write a new post. This blog reminds me a lot about my past, of who I used to be.

There have been some new changes in my life since my last post. I met someone new. Well, not so much a new person, but a new relationship. Gabe and I started dating on May 24th 2011. He's an awesome, lovable guy, and my life's better because of him.

I've also taken a long hiatus from World of Warcraft. I just don't seem to have the same interest in it that I used to have.

I hit my 1 year anniversary at Walmart on August 20th 2011. It's hard to believe that I managed to hold on to a job as demanding as that for as long as I have. Cashiering isn't the easiest job, customers can get cranky and downright rude. I've sort of developed a passive-aggressive attitude towards some customers, unintentionally. I like my job there because it's always different everyday, there's always someone new to meet and talk to, even if it's just for a short amount of time.

My birthday came and went this year without too much fanfare. Don't get me wrong, I had a good birthday. It just could have been better, surrounded by more friends. My favorite part of it all had to be the cake that Gabe bought for me. It was totally unexpected and sweet, I think I have the most thoughtful boyfriend.

I ended up going to the fair a total of 3 times this year, which is about average for me. I went once with my mom, once with my friends Chris, Ica, Becca, and Audrey, and once with Gabe and his family. On the day I went with my friends, my friend Becca got hypnotized, and we took an olde tyme photo as a group. On the day I went with Gabe, we went on rides, and Gabe got hypnotized. It was so much fun to watch!

Gabe and I also took a weekend trip to Portland in August. We did a lot of things. One place we went was OMSI, because we both remember how much fun it was when we were younger. Turns out that it's not as much fun for adults, although they did have the Game On 2.0 exhibit, which was really fun. On our last day in Portland, we met up with my cousin Emily. She's a pretty interesting person.

Gabe and I decided on our Halloween costumes for this year. Any guess what we're gonna be? Well, it's not that hard to guess mine, I'm going to be what I was last year, and the year before, and the year before that. Batman. What will be new is that Batman will have a sidekick this year. Yup! That's right! Gabe's gonna be Robin. We're going as the dynamic duo! It's gonna be a fun Halloween, we just have to figure out what we'll be doing. I know we're planning on going to the deaf school's haunted house before Halloween, but nothing concrete for all hallows eve.

Well guys, I'm going to end it here. I know no one reads these anyway, so I don't know exactly what my point was in writing it... Farewell my non-existent blog readers! Batman out!

Saturday, April 16, 2011

@busterheine @cultofmac Email response I received from Buster Heine of Cult of Mac, iPhone 5?

This is the response I received from Buster Heine about the email I sent him.

Why not talk about that phone on page 3? Because no one is stupid enough to believe that's an iPhone 5....well I guess other than someone with a blogspot blog with 3 posts on it.

Buster Heine
Cult of Mac

Sent from my iPad

On Apr 15, 2011, at 10:19 PM, Adam Rust wrote:

In response to your article "Fearing Verizon iPhone, AT&T Sends iPhone Users Magazine On Why AT&T is Best for iPhone"
http://www.cultofmac.com/fearing-verizon-iphone-att-sends-iphone-users-magazine-on-why-att-is-best-for-iphone

Nice article, but why not talk about the spring 2011 issue of AT&T Magazine? Has no one else noticed the iPhone on page three? It's not an image of any released device, and so far the only place talking about it is my blog.

http://rantingsfroma24yearoldnothing.blogspot.com/2011/04/new-iphone.html


This image was found on page 3 of the Spring 2011 AT&T Magazine National Edition. It certainly looks like an iPhone, especially the status bar with the battery and time. Not sure of you guys can get more info about this or not, but at the very least it is interesting!

It is mentioned that they are planning for the future. But no where on the page does it mention what device it is or an image credit, the other images do.

A link to a bigger image can be found at http://bit.ly/hSpjpf




Adam Rust

Sent from my iPhone 3G[S]
(The 'S' is for Speed!)




Certainly doesn't sound like his response was warranted, I was merely asking for someone's opinion, as no one else seems to care. Just hope that it gets released soon.

Notice how the screen is both wider and longer, as well as there being no home button, just like the rumors?


-- Post From My iPhone 3G[S]
Location /may/ vary...

Location:High St SE,Salem,United States

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

New iPhone 5???

This image was found on page 3 of the Spring 2011 AT&T Magazine National Edition. It certainly looks like an iPhone, especially the status bar with the battery and time. Not sure of you guys can get more info about this or not, but at the very least it is interesting!

It is mentioned that they are planning for the future. But no where on the page does it mention what device it is or an image credit, the other images do.









-- Post From My iPhone 3G[S]
Location /may/ vary...


Location:25th St SE,Salem,United States

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Do you remember where you were a year ago today?

I certainly do remember where I was and what I was doing a year ago today. In about an hour it will be a year to the minute that I was cuffed and stuffed, taken to jail for about 5 hours, then to the ER, and then to PCC (Psychiatric Crisis Center) at the hospital, where I stayed for 2 weeks. And yet I'm still remembering things that I did last year during my last episode that I forgot about. Sometimes I wonder if certain memories I have actually happened, or if I made them up/skewed them in my mind.

Tonight I'm going to the Southside Speakeasy, where I went the night before all this happened, and I'm not sure if I'm ready for it.

So far I'm staying healthy and sane, the media isn't talking to me, commercials don't seem to have any hidden meanings, I'm not yelling at my parents, I don't think there is some conspiracy, I don't think I know so much that my life is in danger and the president is coming to take me away, I don't think Apple is going to reward me, Ford either.

Yes, I know my mind was crazy back then, but so far everything is going well, and tonight is the first time since then that I have repeated doing something from the previous year. Who knows what memories are going to start flowing back tonight.

Well readers, that's all for now. You may want to go back to April 2010 and read some posts from then, hopefully you will see the difference now. Until next time...

Adam

-- Post From My iPhone 3G[S]
Location /may/ vary...


Location:Lancaster Dr NE,Salem,United States

Saturday, September 11, 2010

The real me?

It has recently occurred to me that the me I am right now is the real me. I'm talking about when I was manic of course. I think I was manic for a long time, months even. When I started spiraling out of control, I lost the person I loved the most. It's hard to think about this all now, now that it's happened again a year later. The difference now is I'm on medication now, and hopefully I won't have it happen a third time.

My sister thinks I'm acting like a zombie, my mom thinks I'm getting better, but am not quite myself yet. Me? I think I'm almost back to normal and the meds might be making me into a zombie. I wish I didn't have to take them, but in the end, I know it's the best thing for me, so I don't have another relapse.

Work is going ok, but I'm afraid that I'm moving too slowly for a cashier, and that it might be too early to go back to work. But my unemployment was about to run out, bill collectors are biting my neck, and sitting at home feeling sorry about myself was getting old. I am scared because I'm stressed out almost every day before I work, and I know that work related stress, mostly about thinking that I'm failing, is one of my triggers.

I've never really been a social butterfly, but I'm more so when I'm manic. The meds have leveled out my mood, but I'm feeling a lack of being able to show emotions. The fact that my family and friends, or what's left of them after all of this, are all starting families of their own makes me feel left out, like a third wheel. But I'm ok being single, for now at least, until I feel like myself again.

Yes, I have a mental illness, but I'm still the same old Adam, or at least I hope to be again soon. Hopefully it will be a happy medium between manic and depressive, I just want to be me again.


-- Post From My iPhone 3G[S]
Location /may/ vary...

Location:25th St SE,Salem,United States